Thirty-Eight

(I just discovered that Jupiter in my natal chart is conjunct the fixed star Praesepe, in the star cluster "the Beehive" (NGC 2638). Traditional sources consider this cluster "malefic" and a bad omen. Chinese astrologers, however, call it "the spirit of ancestors". I decided to ask the Siberian man about it.) We met on the… Continue reading Thirty-Eight

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Nineteen

And I asked: "What is it like, being a hybrid? Is it like being sick?" "No" she replied, "when you get sick, you had a "healthy" self that got somehow distorted by sickness. But I was born like this, it's not a distortion, it's my being. When you are one type of being or another, you have a home in the land of this or that. When you are a hybrid, like me, you live at the crossroads, your only home is your skin, not even that, because even that might be forever changing".

Eleven

Then I noticed red floss, like roots, pulsating. I was in my own body. I saw them grow and reach out through my skin, like golden threads, like a golden lace entwining around me... at the moment, however, it was all quite a mess... "it will sort out", the old woman said. The sensation reminded me of the time when I was pregnant and I could feel a new life growing inside me, but this new life right now was developing not within but around...